Rough...but God always brings me through!

I was at an Ignition meeting last night and was amazing at what we did. We didn't plan anything, hardly talked about stuff connected to Ignition itself, or took any minutes. We spent the evening sharing with each other what God is doing in our lives and how we are feeling...truthfully. One thing that we did at our weekend away was tell each other who we really were. Doing that allowed us to become closer with one another and with God. Knowing that everyone in that group knows what I have gone through makes me feel at home, makes me feel comfortable. I am able to cry in front of them and feel okay to do so.

I had a rough night last night. I didn't know how to say what I was feeling but I just opened my mouth and let it all the words pour out...that's all I could do.

Praying for each other and for the Ignition night is something that is so important at times like this and that is exactly what we did. We were able to pray and lay our hands on each other. I don't know why, but the physical act of laying of the hands is really important to me. It makes me like they are there. I felt worthy, loved, cherished....thank you for praying those words over me Layla.

On the way home, Shannon played a song for me by Jason Morant called Hosanna. We sat in my driveway to listen to the rest of the song. You need to listen to this song. It a very powerful song and I can't help but close my eyes and worship to it! You know the drill. Click the title of this entry to listen to this song. It is to clips of Saving Private Ryan. You don't need to watch the video but instead listen to the song with your eyes closed.

Thanks for reading.