Tuesday, August 4, 2009

What a Failure!

These are the words that the enemy has been whispering to me so softly that I've grabbed on to them and believed them. I opened my ears to these lies and convinced myself that this was all I was. I was told things about myself that I regretted doing, but he just kept bringing them up.

So around mid-June I was looking for an apartment and didn't know where to start. I talked to my friend Sue and she pointed out a couple things to me. After searching, I finally came across a place that seemed perfect for me. I went to go check it out and this was an answer to prayer for the both of us. I move in whenever I want! :) God has been super amazing in this regard. I don't have everything I need to move in, but I know God will provide that for me. He will guide me as I leave my parent's place and make a life for myself. This is very exciting, but also sad. I will still be close enough to my parent's place so I can go or dinner sometimes :)

One thing that God has been really faithful in but I have been really blind to is how I am able to stay in university. I was recently approved for OSAP, but due to some bad grades I've been asked to withdrawl for a year from studies. Although this is a bad thing, it is also a very good thing. This will give me a chance to work and become established where I am living.

We'll see what God does in life over the next little while.
Listen to the song that is attached to this.